Remember your beginning

Today was a disappointing day for several Hope families who had court dates but did not make it through for one reason or another. A couple of them have had particularly long journeys and so it seems even more disappointing for them and for all of us who are alongside them in this journey.

As news spread on the Hope board, one of our gals called for a time of prayer at 7 p.m. CT and so we joined together in our separate homes, spread across the states and lifted up the families of Hope, especially those trying so hard to make it through court before it closes.

As I fixed dinner for my gang I prayed that God would move in miraculous ways and make himself known, especially to those on this journey who may not be Christians. That God would use us to speak to them in this difficult time.

Shortly after one of the ladies posted a beautiful message on the Hope board that came to her during her time of prayer. It describes this journey so eloquently. I asked Linsey if I could post it here for all of you to read and she agreed.

Each one of us is on a journey. We all started for different reasons, some because of barren wombs, others simply desiring to love a child yet all have been called by God. Called to walk a path that most would never consider.

It is a path you must travel, where your heart is open and vulnerable. You must lay down all your weapons of defense before you are allowed to start your journey. You are required to expose all that you are; your short comings, your faults, and your mistakes all the while convincing someone that you are fit for the task.

You are told ahead of time that the road is long and hard. There will be moments when the path is clear, the road is marked and your strength will be renewed. There will also be moment when you stand in a fog unable to decipher which way to turn and your mind will be clouded with doubt.

In moments like these you need to remember your beginning. Remember that you were called by God. Look up, grasp hold of His fingers, close your eyes, and let the sound of His voice lead you out of the fog. Speak to Him, remind Him of the signs you’ve been given that declare your called journey. In remembering, your faith will rise up.